Dear Books: You’ve changed, man.

Books have changed. They used to be these great tomes of philosophical reflection, social commentaries and religious allegories. Now they’re all about getting on that best seller list and being accessible to our short-attention-spans and Level 3 national reading average.


Literature, it seems to me, used to be a vehicle for something much larger than simply the story which was being told. It was a means by which authors could engage society in a conversation about larger issues, and put their own theories out there too. The story was a Trojan horse for their real agenda, whether that be spiritual, like C.S. Lewis, societal, like George Orwell, or metaphysical, like Tolstoy.

I just finished reading Anna Karenina by Tolstoy, which may be why I’m thinking about this sort of thing at the moment.

The story of Anna Karenina is not at all about Anna herself; for the title character, she doesn’t get as much camera time as you would expect. I found that Anna and her love affair served as the backdrop upon which the character of Levin tries to figure out the meaning of life. As readers, we spend much more time with Levin and his thoughts, than we do with Anna, in her misery. Throughout the book, Levin desperately tries to find purpose and meaning for his life.

It’s a really interesting book, and deserves way more reflection and discussion than I can offer it here. While I was reading it, I found myself fascinated by so many things. Here are a few that I remember:

  • Gender relations and double-standards in the novel – why is Anna ruined by an affair and divorce and not Alexey? Why is her scandal such an unforgiveable scandal, why does it ruin her life and cast her out from society, meanwhile the book opens with Stiva’s affair with his nanny, and he continues to have more affairs through the book, and that is no big deal?
  • Family dynamics and parenting – the book presents us with a view of late 19th century Russian family life, at least that of the upper-class. Though to be fair, Levin does provide us with a peek in to that of the peasants. There seems to be so much distance between parents and their children, especially fathers and their children. Mothers aren’t expected to breast feed, they have wet nurses for that. Fathers are expected to educate their children…I’m not a parent, but I still found the theories on parenting and the way family life was presented in this book to be really interesting.
  • Money – there’s a lot of discussion about how much debt is acceptable, and how much is too much. When we think of these lavish lifestyles of the upper classes of the past, we don’t consider the crippling debt that they also undoubtedly taking on, which Tolstoy treats with consistent transparency throughout the book. It seems that we’ve always had problems living outside of our means.
  • Religion – most of the major characters in the book have a significant relationship or experience with religion as part of their narrative. The most significant are Levin’s and Kitty’s, I would think.
  • The symbolism of farming and nature – we spent an inordinate amount of time on Levin’s farm, which is difficult to get through as a reader because it can feel like you’re getting bogged down in the trivial details of farm life. Why do I care how many trees you cut down, or how your jam is being made, Levin? But it is through farming that Levin is able to express and explore his philosophical ideas, and separate from himself. There’s a purity in his relationship with his land which is enjoyable to read.
  • Love and self-love – everything Anna does is in an attempt to feel loved, but she needs a love that is so strong and overwhelming that it makes up for how little she loves herself. She ends up projecting her own self-hatred on to the men in her life, and that’s what ends up completely destroying her. Tolstoy really crafted such a tragic character with her.

Now that I’ve finished Anna Karenina, I’m switching gears to Isaac Asimov. Foundation, here I come!

Anna Karenina: HIMYM and Early Predictions

As soon as I saw the name Scherbatsky in Anna Karenina I thought to myself “Could it be?” which was almost instantly followed up by a quick Google search, which told me that yes, it could be and yes, it was so. Robin Scherbatsky was indeed named after Kitty Scherbatsky.

I wasn’t the first person to discover this, but it feels good to be right.


On another note, Anna has just pulled in to the train station in the book, and Vronsky is so instantly infatuated with her he has all but walked in to a wall.

Full disclosure: when the story took a dark turn and it was announced that someone had been run over by the train, I thought it was Levin FOR SURE. Having been so completely shattered by Kitty’s refusal, I thought he had thrown himself in front of the train. It wasn’t him, though. Apparently Tolstoy is not that dramatic.

To those of you who are paying attention and who have read the book before, this is a clear indication that I have not made a ton of progress in AK yet. Kindle says I’m 7% done.

I was sucked in to a black hole of YA Fiction for a little while there. After reading Black City and PheonixI read The Testing series (it was okay) and The Murder Complex (it was less okay). I almost started reading the sequel to the latter, The Death Code, and then half-way through the first page I thought to myself “Catherine, you are better than this.” I put it down and picked up AK again, and here we are.


Anna and Vronsky

Obviously Anna and Vronsky are going to fall in love and run away together, breaking poor Kitty’s little adolescent heart [serves her right!]. The part of me that enjoys seeing egotistical men taken down a peg or two hopes that Anna rejects him in some kind of cruel way. But this probably won’t happen.

This would leave the loose end of Anna’s husband and son…so let’s take a wild guess here and say that they go back for her son.


Oblonsky and his wife divorce and he goes off with his mistress. They have to sell the house due to Oblonsky’s crippling debt.

Dolly and Levin

Dolly and Levin end up together, finding comfort in each other’s broken hearts. Dolly and the kids move out to the country with Levin, and having access to so much free labour, Levin becomes wildly productive and successful.


And Kitty ends up alone. Or with Oblonsky’s friend with the weird nails. That’ll teach her for breaking a sweet man’s heart.

Now off to find out how far off base I am with these!

I got this.

It turns out that I had incorrectly logged books I’ve read (*cough* or listened to as audiobooks *cough*) this year on Goodreads, and am actually much closer to my goal as previously believed (yay!).

After correctly logging books I have read, and with the help of a recent long driving trip which allowed me to finish two and half audiobooks, I find myself with only three books left to read to reach my goal.

According to Goodreads I am now “on track” to reach my goal. Coming off of months of being ridiculously behind, this made me feel very good, and very confident. In celebration, today I decided to ditch my plan of relying on young adult fiction, Shakespeare (with the exception of Henry IV Part Two, which I’m still working on and will finish soon), and audiobooks, and turned once again to my bowl to pick which book to read next.

My next book will be: Anna Karenina


True, this is not the most digestible of books, but it is supposed to be very good. It’s on The List after all, right?! Don’t worry, guys, I totally got this…

…I am 62% sure I got this…

…I picked up the first Infernal Devices book and The Five People You Meet in Heaven…just to be safe…Safety first!